There's random ink on my finger..

I deleted all my previous posts! God, reading back on those..
What the fuck was wrong with me? Drama queen or whaaat?

Ah, for once this year (2010, lol) I'm feeling in a good mood. I woke up, and was like, "WOW, WHAT A GOOD FEELING." Probably because I'm not in school. Oh god, that would suck right now. I really don't want to go back to that place. All my troubles lie there. Let's save that for another time.

I think today I might go walking and take pictures. I'm still feeling tired, though, that might conflict with my plans. And the doctor told me to be "calm" with myself. Apparently I'm a beast or something, Idk. I need some good pics on my camera. Something to look at.

Who knows, it's early. Still have the whole day.. What am I going to do today?

Screw this, I want to talk about something. Something interesting, enticing..

Alright, I realized I can't really write when I'm happy. It's like, when I'm depressed and such, I can write like fucking.. Edgar Allen Poe, but when I'm happy, feeling alright, I can't. I think that's a sign of something. Maybe it's like... A SPLIT PERSONALITY. No. Maybe? No.

That would suck, right? If I had two me's. Wouldn't know which one you're talking to. My dad had something like that, I think. Multiple Personality Disorder, yeah. I wonder how confusing that was to mom. To everyone, really. God, I hope I don't have that. No, I think other people would be able to sense something like that, and I would already be at a therapist. Well, I was at a therapist for some time, but only for my mother. AM I BABBLING? Babbling I are.

I'm listening to calm music.. NOTHING HARDCORE.

So it was recently brought to my attention how amazing I am. Just kidding, we're not going to go there. I fucking love Diet Coke.

Alright, I'll post later. I suck. :D