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Saturday, January 23, 2010,

Would you shave your head if a family member asked you to because they had cancer?
Of course? OF COURSE. I've always wondered how it would be to be bald. And plus, I'm a really great friend -strikes a pose-. Yes, hell yes.

What would you do if the doctor told you that you were pregnant?
"NO, SIR HAHA. I AM GAY YOU SEE. : D"

Did the one person who hurt you the most in your life apologize?
Hmmm. Yes. She has, but when she was drunk or something. Not that it really matters, you know? MAN, THIS IS DEPRESSING LOL.

Are you good at hiding your feelings?
Uh. When I feel like hiding it. Depends on how depressed I am. To my closer friends, they can tell. To most, they can't. I PUT ON A MASK, YOU KNOWWW

Are you wasting your time on someone?
Ah, yeah. Unfortunately.

Explain the lasy time you threw up:
Lmao, lasy. The last time I threw up is when I accidently took two teaspoons of Hydrocodone (Vicodin) cough syrup. You're only supposed to take one because that stuff is STRONG. And I guess needless to say I threw my guts up. Maybe about 5, 6 times?

Last thing that made you cry:
Uhhhh, today. Lmao, out of frustration. Tomorrow will be better I'm sure. Oh, who knows. It doesn't really matter, lmao.

Do you have a bad temper?
I can.

Do you think you'll be married in 10 years?
Marriage, I've come to know, doesn't work. I don't need legal documents proving my love. We can make it without the legal benefits I think. I don't know. Ten years is pretty far away. But I don't really believe in marriage, so most likely.. No.

How many funerals have you been to in your lifetime?
Three.

How often do you think about suicide?
I don't. I have a pretty strong opinion on who think about it. It's stupid. I guess I'll never understand why people would like to end their life. It doesn't make sense, there's always a bright side. People are stupid, and I stop dealing with them (usually) when they start talking about that sort of thing.

What is your deepest fear?
A loved one dying. Not so much myself... Okay, myself too. But mostly somebody I love dying. I couldn't handle that, lol.

Do you REALLY love all your family?
For the most part, yes. I hate 'em sometimes, but hey.. Who doesn't?

What do you want to believe in?
I'd like to believe in God, actually. I'd like to feel secure like that, but unfortunately I actually use my brain.

Do you have a secret crush on someone?
NEXT QUESTION?

Are you proud of who you are?
I'm not too sure about that. There are some things about myself that I find to be admirable, but there are A LOT of things I don't like. The cons outweigh the pros, I suppose. No, I'm not proud of myself.

Do you feel alone even in crowded rooms?
I do. Usually when I'm in a crowded room, it's somewhere I don't want to be. Naturally. Eh.

What is the worst thing a person could do to you and still be forgiven?
Uh.. Overall I'm a pretty forgiving person. I guess abuse drugs my whole life and step back in like nothing happened. Lmao, once again DEPRESSING.

You're dying in 10 seconds, what are your last words to your best friend?
"See you in hell."

...to your worst enemy?
"Fuck this, you're coming with me."

Do you care if people hate you?
No. I don't. Okay, I do. ALRIGHT. Most people, no. If a few selected people started hating me, I would definitely care.

Freedom or safety?
Considering we have a lack of both in America.. None of the above. Though, I would rather be free than anything. Freedom is everything. Lmao, no.

Think of a random person, and give them a message here, no names:
STOP THE PICKLE JOKES.

Has a song ever made you cry?
A few have, yes. An example.. Uh.. Waterfalls - TLC. It reminds me of my parents.

A book ever made you cry?
Nah. Made me think, made me really uncomfortable, made me really bored. Never mde me cry.

Is the world crumbling to pieces?
No, and I'm tired of people saying stuff like that.

Name a moment where you couldn't control your rage:
WHEN MY MOTHER DIDN'T GET ME CHOCOLATE CAKE. No, uh.. Probably when Quay accidently burned my sister. Ugh. Horrible New Years that was. All the holidays have sucked so far, haha.

Name one moment where you sincerely wanted to just die:
When a good friend of mine did. DEPRESSING.

For the last one, just say anything you want, anything at all:
DER SNITZEL WIENER?! :D

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